Don't let me free

Is this the end of us?

When you told me you were going away, I just closed my eyes and thought how empty this bedroom would be without your soul leading me. I miss the way I felt when you were here. I don't miss words, I just miss your voice whispering softly our crazy desires. I don't miss the tears but the reason to cry.
Tears... I have never seen yours, so, they never existed or I was not able to see them in the darkness of our passion.
It's my fault. I didn't trust your feeling, only mine. I just wonder do you miss me... or just think about me for some seconds, at least. How am I in your thoughts? Are my words stronger than my beauty? Do you think in me when you are kissing another?
What I learned with you? The colors in a lover's eyes are not real. They are magic, not real.

But, I decided to live that illusion. It was my choice. You were my choice. I tried to be happy for a while. I am waiting for you, like many times before...

So you come back...

I don't wanna you let go anymore, but I'm sure you are not here to stay forever. I can't teel you that something happens in my heart because you are so... thought­less. You wouldn't know how to distinguish a person in love from a cardiac patient.

I don't believe the words I hear you say, but could you say, just one time, that you love me and you are mine?

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Hey, it's for you ;]

You deserve more than that,

but I ask you to forgive my inexperience :)